Sunday, January 31, 2010

Ouch...

(Today, no matter what, I WILL ask her out. I feel that now is the time that I finally speak out and tell her how I feel. I can't let fear hold me back; I will show her today how much I love her.)

Saphie and Rain walking through the streets of downtown...

(Oh there she is. Wow she looks beautiful. Alright man, today's the day.)
S: "Hey Rain, well you're looking good today. What's the occasion?"

R: "Ohh nothing", giggles, "I'm here to impress someone".
(What! Holy mother, is this a dream? Your speech might not be needed after all dude! I think she's talking about you!)

S: "Ohhh, who's the unlucky guy" (If she's talking about me anyways, might as well joke around first.)

R: "Hey!" laughs "he's not unlucky, he has me.", we start walking and she looks as if trying to remember something, "he's so hot man, and he's probably like the most gentlemanly guy I've met. Like the way he talks to me, wow I just get mesmerized"
(Oh wow, really? Nice! She considers me hot! Wooo! And gentlemanly but she said hot first! Saphie I think you're gonna have your dream come true!)

S: "Oh really? You like this guy? Hmm... do I know him?" (let's see if I can set this up and then I can tell her.)

R: "Yeah! I think you know him quite well! He's so charming, the way he talks to me and calls me pretty! I've known him for years and he's been so caring of me. I think he likes me too, I might finally have a boyfriend. I don't know, I've never felt this before. I don't know if you have but this feeling, it's so strange. Like every time I look at him, talk to him and just THINK about him; I feel something. I've never had a boyfriend so I don't know, but I think I'm falling in love..."
(DUDE! This is you man! Really! She in love with you! Oh forget this 'you' thing. She's in love with ME! Tell her man! Tell her! I think she came here today to tell you how she feels about me. But I have to tell her first, I've held this in for far too long. She looks so beautiful in this cold air, it looks like a modern fairytale movie.

(sigh, "Rain... all throughout these years I've also been feeling something. This feeling, just like yours, I can't explain. Whenever I get this feeling inside my heart, I never want to let it go. My heart just starts beating with love. And I only get this feeling when I'm with YOU! Rain, I'm in love with you! After all these years, I feel as if you have become a part of me. Someone who can look deep into my eyes and know what I am feeling. I can say the same for you. I've always been there beside and with you when you were hurt, even when you didn't show it. I looked in your eyes, even when you seemed happy, and knew that you were hurt. Without you, I don't know where I would be. Without your love I would be helpless. But now I understand this feeling; this love for you. I love you Rain, I really love you!")


R: "...um... hey! Hello there... you ok? Who's dreams are you lost in" giggles, "anyways. You know him really well, and the reason I met you here is to tell you face to face, since you ARE my best friend. I'm going to meet him at the same time as your work shift, so I thought that why not tell you as you're going to work. So yeah, he's your best friend Destasy. Really man, I think I'm seriously in love with him..."

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