In Thirty Seconds...

A nanosecond has barely passed

And millions of lights have been set in motion,

Embracing their births within the hot and dark sky

That is the face of this Universe, today.

Speckles of luminescence

Begin to form from the dusty arrays,

Spiraling together into a ball,

To create Our presence.

Fifteen seconds have only passed

And billions of years of memories lie deep-

-In the dark,

Desolate and often mesmerizing as light

Shining their wisdom upon their own Legacy-

-Looking at Us-

Breaking their silence,

Never to know when it will end-

-Or Begin.

As Me

And You.

Defining existence as a simple truth...

Thirty seconds have passed.

There's a part of me that's gonna be in love with You for the rest of my Life...

That Pretty Girl...

So tonight, or should I say last night because it's really early in the morning right now (3am) I was at the Diwali Dinner party where are the Gujju (slang for Gujarati (type of brown xD)) people of Calgary converse. And so there's this girl who is sooo pretty, and every now and then I end up meeting her somewhere. Like every time I see her she always seems to get prettier, and last night HOT! Lol so I was talking about her with my friends by the door of the hall entrance and guess what? She was leaving and somehow tripped on a camera wire on the floor and fell on me. At first I thought I got attacked but then I turned around JUST IN TIME that she fell on me as the BEST TIGHT HUG IN A LONG WHILE!!! DUDE I was (in my head of course) dancing and partying with joy that she came remotely this close to me xD. All this time I thought she thought that I didn't even exist, common story with others hey? But last night AHHMAAGAWDD, she started saying sorry and stuff and then guess what? She told me I looked really really handsome and good in the suit I was wearing (plus contacts xD xD). After that I don't know how long we talked at that entrance from "how's life" to "wow you really look pretty in that dress". Seriously I think we hit it off nicely! Lol I was so inspired and happy, still am YAYYYY!!! And then GUESS WHATTTT!!! OMGGG!!! YOU WILL NOT, and I mean NOT, BELIEVE THIS!! SHE ASKED ME FOR MY PHONE NUMBER SO WE COULD TEXT EACH OTHER AND STUFF AND I WAS LIKE HOLY CURRY MACARONI!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! SHE'S SO HOTTTT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!

To Cause Rebirth...

It's not that great because the explosion looks like a smudge. But otherwise, it is the picture I had in my head all throughout the way when I was writing a fanfic for a forum. Haha that didn't go so well because I didn't get the chance to finish due to school. People were really pissed off at that but w.e. School first! =)

I Remember...

I could never draw your perfections perfectly on a page. Especially the eyes and smile. So hard! But I tried.

COMMENTS WORK NOW!

OMG MY COMMENT SECTION FINALLY WORKS NOW!!
But the only problem is that it is a pop-up window rather than being embedded below the post (because HTML screwed it up). So until I find a PROPER code to embed the comments below the post, my comments will not be in a pop-up window. Omg finally!

Poetry in Motion Attempt #2...

I am in the Eye of the Storm
Where in each circular direction
-There is chaos
Whirling at over a hundred miles per hour.
The clouds swirling are a blur,
The hope lying beyond this Hurricane is blocked,
The sound of the gusts are like laughter
-Repeating and breaking nature's fury.
However fear is not something to hold here;
The bluster has blew them away somewhere inside its storm.
I have been part of this forecast for a while
-Waiting for the sunny break.
Inside this chaos, stands a circle of hope,
Discredited of fear and destruction,
To look up at the clarity;
Blue and Sunny;
-To finally escape into Inspiration.

Poetry in Motion Attempt #1...

Throughout the period of a Lifetime,
I get the feeling of being pulled into the tides
And being helplessly drifted away;
-Closer to an edge.
This fear of falling off a cliff is at the shore of everyone,
To drown into the abysmal sands and stones of fear itself,
-Awaiting my fall.
But once I realize the droplets of thirst shower me
Into a waterfall, becoming the milky flow down towards her arms-
-Spread out as a bowl;
I jump.

Poetry in Motion...

I was so inspired today because I read the awesomest poem on the bus. I am really start to love the idea of "Poetry in Motion" on transit, it really has some great and meaningful poems. Everytime I read one I just get amazed at how the imagery, and today TASTE of AIR, was conveyed. It just draws you in so nicely. Reading those make me wonder if I could EVER write poetry like that. Seriously, mine are just a bunch of rhymes talking about a transition from beginning to end. To me it conveys a message but not sure if it does the same for others. The way authors of Poetry in Motion convey their poems through coordinated free-verse is just so intense. I'm going to try really hard to write an intense, breathtaking, poem like that for my next poem (which I hope I get enough spare time to write soon).
The poem I saw on the transit described the breathtaking air of nature on the Himalayas and drifting snow, and compared it the breath of a girl or a woman, which just frickin' inspired me because it was a dayum awesome love poem. Like c'mon, comparing a woman or a girl's breath to be better than natural air, calling her divine through defying nature, is just the best love poem I've read since a long time. If only I could... hmmm...

To Return to a Time...

I can't really say that I have learned everything I need to know in Life, not even by a speckle of universal existence. If I had, well the whole world would probably be different. Yes, no? Oh well, it makes sense to me. Haha, so the fact that I haven't learned everything completely begs the question from me, "what have I learned so far". Intentional self-question seems so cheesy yet again, like it always was before. I remember those times, to wish right now that I could just press rewind and zoom back into Life. Sleepless hours didn't mean restlessness at all, did it? It always felt like a competition for who would make the other go offline first as we endlessly typed away.
I guess it does feel as if those times slipped away to fast. Ironic how back then we wished time would speed up. I guess the saying "be careful what you wish for" holds true.
However I want to confirm that we never left on the wrong note, nor have you ruined our friendship, nor have I been thrown down by you at all. Quite the contrary.(I know we're forbidden to say sorry, but cmon this doesn't sound as remotely emotional as yours). The wrong note was never made because we never had the ability to make mistakes when we had each others support. (Haha admit it, that makes no sense).
It felt as if swords had been thrown at my heart when you said YOU ruined our friendship. IF anything is ruined at all, its that statement deceiving you into think you're at fault. Neither one of us are at fault for the disconnection that was created in our friendship. This is yet another aspect of nature in which I feel as if I know too much about. There is absolutely, and I mean ABSOLUTELY, no room for remorse or guilt in this friendship. ABSOLUTELY NOT!
And when you say I have been thrown down by you, I must say that is not the case EVER. I know that you are a heartfelt person, and would NEVER throw someone down. You're too good for that kind of stuff. If anything you'd end up pick someone up and boosting them higher into their spirit. I remember all the times you stayed up for me to pick me up and boost me higher. Cheesy? Finally! xD.

So in the end, forgiveness is our universal motivation in this friendship. However it does not exist because in order to forgive, I must perceive you as harm; which as I stated before is NOT POSSIBLE. Therefore our friendship is timeless and our memories are our guides for that.
Hehe hope that makes you feels remotely better, to knwo that you are not alone indeed.