Sorry for Going Further Over-Board...

I am really sorry for going over...
Over the edge of over-board...
Because what I did to you today...
It was over the edge I could not ignore.

I am sorry for threatening you...
I started a few days ago,
but I made it seem like I did it normally...
Today I angered not only you, but also those around...

They noticed, and maybe you did too...
But I am sorry for what I have to say further...
Because I cannot stop now...
I cannot lose a great friend over a demeaning lie...

I am asking, begging, for you to just play along...
Just accept what I don't want to say...
And accept my apologies, every time I say it...
Because I wish not to, but have to, go furthur over-board.