Thursday, June 24, 2010

How Do I Tell You... ~Mix of Earlier Poems~

So I decided to combine a few ideas from past poems into one. This isn't the final product. I'm trying to make it a really really good love poem. Lol
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How do I tell you I love you...
Do I stand before you,
Isolated
Yet not alone,
Staring into your glimmering eyes;
Encompassing my feelings;
Becoming one with the ocean
Yet not lost at sea,
Breathing in what I must say
Creating air in this vacuum
So I may somehow tell you...
But how do I tell you...
I have sailed into this ocean;
Drifting endlessly towards you,
Your graceful star-like beauty
Drawing me closer to the center;
Where my burning love
From which my heart races
At the sight
And even the slightest thought of you;
In the form of speechless expression
In the form of darkness,
My heart drifting to collide,
And become one,
With yours. Somehow.
Where words;
Even the most complex,
Cannot within even a speckle
Describe your luminosity
Yet earth-bound humility
To which I have become drawn-
To where your gentle breathing
Takes my breath away.
In this airless breeze
Holding your soft hand;
Grasped by my heart;
Realizing that I cannot let you go
As you are your own emotion
Found within me
Where somehow I may show you...
Tell you...
I may never know how to...
Do I still stand where I stand,
A single line on a line-less map
Navigating with my heart as the compass
And you as the destination.
How do I tell you I love you...
How do I tell you...
Have I told you
that I love you.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I might be getting a DSLR camera very soon! Really excited for this because if you didn't know, I'm a huge fan of photography. Hopefully I can buy the Canon EOS Rebel XSi 12.2 MP Camera with the standard 18-55mm lens. Hopefully the BestBuy sale, which offers the XS model with the 18-55mm lens AS WELL AS the 15-200mm (I think) IS or VR lens (most likely VR lens due to the pricing) at around $700. However I'll probably start at around $500 by getting the Nikkon D3000 model. The Canon ones are much better but I'll start low first. Hope to take really beautiful pictures and post them on here!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

A New Person...

(Everything I say here,

Remains confined,
Listed as my past;
Memories-
-and mistakes.
No matter the good;
Thankfully the bad as well,
Remain locked within this small
Compartment
Of my mind,
Remaining as distant memories;
Maybe even grim reminders,
That I may only reflect upon-
-but never reveal-)
To the new World that I enter,
Becoming a hopeful journey
For education
And independence.

I cannot say anything yet about what I may become;
What troubles and enlightenment I may face;
Who I may meet...
(But I know that I will have these historical inquiries
About myself to prevent those childish mistakes
Ever again.
These memories locked within my mind
Will serve as lessons...
And even hope,
As I will no longer be that dependent child)
I will become a New Person.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

(Love)...

I feel that I will never be able to (say);
May it be in a (poetical love song
That arose from my heart; Thought too long).
I wish I could (tell you that the first thing I see
When you walk through the doors
Are your beautiful star-like eyes that shine
To mesmerize my emotions, Where I sacrifice my feelings
Until all I can willingly feel is enchanted love);
Unspoken (out loud).
I try to escape my mesmerized (confinement).
But the presence of such majestic beauty
(Where your unforgettable smile
Makes me feel that you are mine);
(The inner princess that you are,
Possessing a royal hold on my heart,
Where I would willingly submit
To your grace)(Yet I still cannot tell you);
It is as if every time I inhale to speak
(To express my feelings for you),
Your delicate, graceful beauty
Always finds a way to take my breath away
(Until all that remains is love).