How Do I Tell You... ~Mix of Earlier Poems~

So I decided to combine a few ideas from past poems into one. This isn't the final product. I'm trying to make it a really really good love poem. Lol

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How do I tell you I love you...

Do I stand before you,

Isolated

Yet not alone,

Staring into your glimmering eyes;

Encompassing my feelings;

Becoming one with the ocean

Yet not lost at sea,

Breathing in what I must say

Creating air in this vacuum

So I may somehow tell you...

But how do I tell you...

I have sailed into this ocean;

Drifting endlessly towards you,

Your graceful star-like beauty

Drawing me closer to the center;

Where my burning love

From which my heart races

At the sight

And even the slightest thought of you;

In the form of speechless expression

In the form of darkness,

My heart drifting to collide,

And become one,

With yours. Somehow.

Where words;

Even the most complex,

Cannot within even a speckle

Describe your luminosity

Yet earth-bound humility

To which I have become drawn-

To where your gentle breathing

Takes my breath away.

In this airless breeze

Holding your soft hand;

Grasped by my heart;

Realizing that I cannot let you go

As you are your own emotion

Found within me

Where somehow I may show you...

Tell you...

I may never know how to...

Do I still stand where I stand,

A single line on a line-less map

Navigating with my heart as the compass

And you as the destination.

How do I tell you I love you...

How do I tell you...

Have I told you

that I love you.

I might be getting a DSLR camera very soon! Really excited for this because if you didn't know, I'm a huge fan of photography. Hopefully I can buy the Canon EOS Rebel XSi 12.2 MP Camera with the standard 18-55mm lens. Hopefully the BestBuy sale, which offers the XS model with the 18-55mm lens AS WELL AS the 15-200mm (I think) IS or VR lens (most likely VR lens due to the pricing) at around $700. However I'll probably start at around $500 by getting the Nikkon D3000 model. The Canon ones are much better but I'll start low first. Hope to take really beautiful pictures and post them on here!

A New Person...

(Everything I say here,

Remains confined,

Listed as my past;

Memories-

-and mistakes.

No matter the good;

Thankfully the bad as well,

Remain locked within this small

Compartment

Of my mind,

Remaining as distant memories;

Maybe even grim reminders,

That I may only reflect upon-

-but never reveal-)

To the new World that I enter,

Becoming a hopeful journey

For education

And independence.

I cannot say anything yet about what I may become;

What troubles and enlightenment I may face;

Who I may meet...

(But I know that I will have these historical inquiries

About myself to prevent those childish mistakes

Ever again.

These memories locked within my mind

Will serve as lessons...

And even hope,

As I will no longer be that dependent child)

I will become a New Person.

(Love)...

I feel that I will never be able to (say);

May it be in a (poetical love song

That arose from my heart; Thought too long).

I wish I could (tell you that the first thing I see

When you walk through the doors

Are your beautiful star-like eyes that shine

To mesmerize my emotions, Where I sacrifice my feelings

Until all I can willingly feel is enchanted love);

Unspoken (out loud).

I try to escape my mesmerized (confinement).

But the presence of such majestic beauty

(Where your unforgettable smile

Makes me feel that you are mine);

(The inner princess that you are,

Possessing a royal hold on my heart,

Where I would willingly submit

To your grace)(Yet I still cannot tell you);

It is as if every time I inhale to speak

(To express my feelings for you),

Your delicate, graceful beauty

Always finds a way to take my breath away

(Until all that remains is love).