Thursday, February 25, 2010

Quick, maybe Personal Question...

What is the hardest decision you've made in the past 6 months?

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Which statement strikes the most fear or anger in you? Why?


1) "He is an enemy of the country."

2) "He is a terrorist to the country"

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1) A white supremacist wants to meet the President.

2) A Muslim man wants to meet the President.

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This is not meant to be racist in any way. I'm just trying to prove a message I realized from watching the new Bollywood movie My Name is Khan. It also ties in with my ToK. Thanks.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Song!

This is a really nice song that makes you feel like you're drifting afloat Love itself. At first I didn't really listen to it closely so I didn't like it. But you know with music, once you take the time to listen to it closely you'll love it. It's called Jaane Yeh Kya Hua (Wonder What Has Happened) from the movie Karthik Calling Karthik. Sung by KK, lyrics by the infamous Javed Akhtar who recently won a lifetime achievement award in the 2010 Star Screen Awards. He's probably the best lyricist of India, he chooses every word carefully to create the greatest impact when sung. Anyways less talk, more song. Enjoy!

Jaane Ye Kya Hua - Karthik Calling Karthik
Found at bee mp3 search engine

Hindi lyrics and translation:

Jaane Yeh Kya Hua
Wonder what has happened

Hum Donon Ka Yun Milna
That we met each other

Aise Paas Aana
And became close

Jaane Yeh Kya Hua
Wonder what has happened

Ab Har Pal Anjana Hai
Now every moment is unusual

Dekho Hona Hai, Aur Kya.
It has to happen, what else.


Jaane Kyun Lagta Hai
Wonder why I feel like

Dheere Se Haule Se Geet Koi Dil Hai Gaa Raha
My heart is singing some song softly

Jaane Kyun Lagta Hai
Why do I feel like

Ab Jaise Har Lamha Har Pal Mai Muskura Raha
Every moment, every second is smiling now


Tumhein Hai Pata, Maine Pehli Baar Jo Dekha Tumhe
Do you know, when I saw you for the first time

Mujhe Yeh Laga, Chahun Bhi Tho Kaise Paa Sakunga Tumhe
I felt like, even if I Love you, I will not be able to make you mine

Sapna Tha Ek Din Tho
One day I dreamt that

Main Hoon Tum Ho
You were there with me

Tum Dheere Se Bolo ' Tumko Apna Maana Hai '
And you say ' I consider you mine'

Dekho Hona Hai Aur Kya
It has to happen, no other way.


Kahun Kya Bhala Tumhi Ko Tho Main Chahta Hoon Suno
Do I need to tell, I Loved only you

Tumein Jo Mila Maine Jaana Main Bhi Zinda Hoon Suno
That I feel alive only after I got you

Kahun Main Kya Tumko
Do I need to tell you

Main Hoon Tum Ho
We are here

Bas Itna Sunn Lo
Just listen to this;

Tum Pe Koi Deewana Hai
Someone is mad for you

Hona Hai Aur Kya
What else would it be.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Your Name; My Love...

You.
Ever
Since I met You
Have You been
All that I've pursued.

My dreams,
Answers,
Nature indeed.
All I
Need to say now is
I love You.

Sunday, February 14, 2010


"Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain.
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again..."
-Give Me Some Sunshine - 3 Idiots

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

A Flower in the Snow...


What if one day,
In the light of morning,
The snow sprinkles
And clouds are falling;
At the bed of the Earth,
Where the blanket is sewn,
From these cottons
Of water and ice...
What if one day,
In this field...
A flower grew.

Maybe at the moment
Of such sight and cold,
The warmth is born;
The fog clears up
With something adorn.
Seeing the birth
And feeling the growth;
The scent of this flower
Has affected us both...

What if one day,
In the cold of this light,
The flowers rise
To fix You in my sight;
The flowers so gentle
As the blooms in your eyes,
Where they grow bright
And become my skies,
From the tears
And the beats of Our hearts,
Grow the eternal
Unexplainable starts.
What if one day;
Where these flowers grew,
One breath is born to say...
I love you.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Cruelty!

People change in a matter of days,

A matter of nights;
A matter of seconds!

One message-
-Or two-
Have an effect to change-
-Or destroy-
A dream...
Forever!

How is this even possible?
How can beauty such as love
Turn into such a cruel strike of words
In a single instant!

This emotion of love,
A single doubt destroys its foundation.
Something she hardly regrets
Yet he feels the pain; the anger;
The regret!

This anger so powerful
Even I feel it.
Such cruelty-
-Such punishment-
That a brother faces
Becomes the core of my anger...
In less than a second!

This injustice I thought she had passed;
That she had made up her mind
To be with him-
-Maybe forever-
Yet my brother speaks of it...
Once again!

Years of hugs and love
Spread out on a single target;
Where the arrow is a single message,
That makes her shoot at him;
That led me to believe-
-Although unbelievable-
That people change in a matter of days;
Nights;
Seconds!

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I am so angry right now its unbelievable! I expressed my anger through this poem and it still doesn't do it justice! This is a new kind of cruelty that I didn't expect from someone like her. She doesn't realize how much she has has hurt him after all these years, and now yet again this week!

This poem doesn't even deserve to go in the archives box. This is a shameful day and this poem is only here to express the anger that came from it. I am very disappointed in her today, I cannot explain.

If you're reading this, which I HIGHLY doubt you are, I hope you know how much you've hurt my Brother! He cares for you, stop hurting him!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Another One? Yes...

This is one my most favorite songs of all time. It's called Pehli Nazar Mein ("First Sight"), sung by Atif Aslam (wooooot!!), from the movie Race. The video below shows the music video. I especially like this video because you can finally see Atif Aslam singing in it. So if you don't know what Atif Aslam looks like, well here he is. He's the one singing, not the one with the buff body or the other guy. Lol anyways, less talk more song. Enjoy!


Pehli Nazar Mein - Race



Hindi lyrics and translation:

Pehli nazar mein
At first sight
Kaise jaado kar diya
What kind of magic did you create
Tera ban baita hai
That it became yours
Mera jiya
My soul

Jaane kya hoga
Who knows what will happen
Kya hoga kya pata
What will happen who knows
Is pal ko milke
Meet this moment
Aa jee le zara
Come live a little
Mein hoon yahan
I am here
Tu hai yahan
You are here

Meri bahon mein aa
Come into my arms
Aa bhi ja
Just come

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2
Oh love of my life
come into my arms
forget about both worlds


Baby I love u- 3
Baby I love u so
Baby I love u
Oh I love u
I love u
I love u so
Baby I love u

[Har dua mein shamil tera pyaar hai
Bin tere lamha bhi dushwar hai
Dhadkanon ko tujhse hi darkarr hai
Tujhse hai rahtein
Tujhse hai chahtein ] 2
In every prayer your love is present
Without you even the moments are difficult
You only are responsible for my heartbeats
Comfort comes from you
Desire comes from you


Tu jo mili ek din mujhe
You are the one I met one day
Mein kahin ho gaya lapata
Somewhere I got lost

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2
Oh love of my life
come into my arms
forget about both worlds


[Kar diya Deewana
Dard-e-Kash ne
Chain cheena
Isqh ke ehsaas ne
Bekhayali di hai
Tere pyaas ne
Chaya suroor hai
Kuch to zaroor hai ]2
The pain of desire made me crazy
The feeling of love stole my peace
The thirst of you has made me lose my thoughts
Pain has been spread
Something is needed


Yeh dooriyan
These distances
Jeene na de
Don't let me live
Hal mera tujhe na pata
You don't know my condition

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2
Oh love of my life
come into my arms
forget about both worlds


Baby I love u- 3
Baby I lobe you so
Baby I love u
Oh I love u
Baby I love you
I love u

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Yes. Another Song...

This is the music video for the remixed version of Bakhuda Tumhi Ho ("You are Godly" or "You are my Angel"), the original version of the song is also good but this one just pumps me up with happiness. But in case you like the original better, I'll post both videos. It's from the movie Kismat Konnection (Kismat means luck). It's not new but it was definitely a beautiful movie with absolutely beautiful songs sung by Atif Aslam (wooot!). So here are the videos. The original is first, the remix is second. And as always, the Hindi lyrics along with the translation is there too. The first video is better but the remix song is better xD. Enjoy!

Bakhuda Tumhi Ho


Bakhuda Tumhi Ho (Remix)


Hindi lyrics and translation:

Tumhi ehsaason mein
You're in my feelings
Tumhi jazbaaton mein
You're in my emotions
Tumhi lamhathon mein
You're in my every moment
Tumhi din raaton mein
You're in my night and day

Bakhuda tumhi ho
You're so Godly
Har jagah tumhi ho
You're everywhere
Haan main dekhoon jahan jab
Wherever I look
Us jagah tumhi ho
You're there

Yeh jahan tumhi ho
You're this world
Voh jahan tumhi ho
And the other world
Is zameen se falak ke
From this earth to the skies
Darmiyaan tumhi ho
And in between, it's all you

Tumhi ho beshuba
You're my certainty
Tumhi ho
You're the one
Tumhi ho mujhe mein haan
You're the one residing in me
Tumhi ho
You're the one

Tumhi ho...

Kaise bataaein tumhe
How can I explain myself?
Aur kis tarah yeh
And how do I tell you?
Kitna tumhe hum chaahte hain
How much I love you

Saaya bhi tera dikhe
All I need is to see your shadow
Toh paas jaake
And I run towards it
Us mein simat hum jaate hain
And I melt into it

Raasta tumhi ho
You're the way
Rehnumaa tumhi ho
You're the guide
Jiski khwahish hai humko
The one thing we all desire
Voh panha tumhi ho
You're that shelter/refuge

Tumhi ho beshuba
You're my certainty
Tumhi ho
You're the one
Tumhi ho mujhe mein haan
You're the one residing in me
Tumhi ho
You're the one

Tumhi ehsaason mein
You're in my feelings
Tumhi jazbaaton mein
You're in my emotions
Tumhi lamhathon mein
You're in my every moment
Tumhi din raaton mein
You're in my night and day

Kaise baatayein tumhe
How do I tell you?
Shab mein tumhare
At night,
Khwab haseen jo aate hain
What dreams I dream of you

Kaise baatayein tumhe
How do I make you aware?
Lamz woh saare
That your every touch
Jism ko jo mehkate hain
Perfumes my body

Iftida tumhi ho
You're the beginning
Inteha tumhi ho
And the limit
Tum ho jeena ka maksad
You're the purpose behind my existence
Aur vajah tumhi ho
And the reason for it

Bakhuda tumhi ho
You're so Godly
Har jagah tumhi ho
You're everywhere
Haan main dekhoon jahan jab
Wherever I look
Us jagah tumhi ho
You're there

Yeh jahan tumhi ho
You're this world
Voh jahan tumhi ho
And the other world
Is zameen se falak ke
From this earth to the skies
Darmiyaan tumhi ho
And in between, it's all you

Tumhi ho beshuba
You're my certainty
Tumhi ho
You're the one
Tumhi ho mujhe mein haan
You're the one residing in me
Tumhi ho
You're the one

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Without Bollywood...

What would I do without Bollywood? Like seriously I can't even imagine the pain I'd suffer without the melodrama which is Bollywood, haha. Everyday I wake up and a Bollywood song is the first thing I sing or dance to (haha yes you're right, I definitely am NOT a loser xD). Whenever I'm home alone, I plug my Ipod into the home theater system and listen/sing Bollywood songs for HOURS. I try to make a goal of only listening for an hour or so, but I always end up still listening after like 6 hours. Haha by then I'm sweating and panting so much from the dancing and of course, singing lol. This is not even considering the movies. Wow it seems that I can only understand life by watching a Bollywood movie (xD no it's not lame). Ok I guess that IS a bit lame, so specifically I believe that they address "love" better to me and the rest of the Indian population than Hollywood movies. Although Hollywood does a much better times, since they're movies don't have to deal with all the inside jokes and romances that Bollywood has to face, so Hollywood can portray a meaningful interpretation of "love" as it seems to be simpler than what Bollywood is faced with. Plus I love the random singing and dancing that is the essence of a Bollywood movie.

A Bollywood movie can suck as hell but it's songs can be "superhits!".

It's great to be in a movie theater when a song does come on in the movie. I swear the entire will actually sing along or even be "foby" enough to start dancing in their seats. It's a great experience.

A major part of Bollywood films that I love is the fact that the audience always get so into the mood. When something heartbreaking happens to the main actor, the "hero" if you will, the whole theater will be heartbroken and go "ohhhhhhh nooooooo! Why did that just happen!!!". Also, when the movie is reaching the end and usually the peak of love, the audience tends to physically get jumpy and yells at the "hero" (who obviously can't hear you) to "run to her man sh'e going away! Don't lose her!!!". This, 99.99% of the time, leads to "hero" running through an airport, surpassing security and INTO the plane, to tell her how he feels about the girl who's sitting IN the plane. This means that everyone on the plane cheers and the security smiles and let them both go, hahaha typical Bollywood.

What would I do without Bollywood?